.Thursday, August 21, 2008 ' 6:00 AM Y
Sometimes it really makes me ponder who the real Susan is.
Have you ever wondered y do we keep harping on somethings which are of the past.
I know it isnt right of me to do it but i cant help it.
I have always been praying for a break thru for me to let go of all that has been messing my head up. I cannot compare myself with others. i can only look into the mirror and tell myself that i can never be in another person's shoes.
Never can i undo the past but neither can i still accept what really did happen. I am curious by nature, who do i have to blame but myself. Y do i choose to let my eyes look at things which i should not even be seen in the first place. i am thankful that some things were deleted before i had the chance to pry on it.
I hate this side of me. The jealous, the small-heart-eyed, the-imagination-run-wild suz. Y cant things just be simpler? It just pisses me off whenever im caught in such a situation. In a moment like this, i just wanna be at the edge of a cliff and shout to my heart's content.
This could just be like a test to me.
*gloomy*
p.s : don't ask me what happened too, its just mixed feelings i get once in a while
Labels: Sad
.Thursday, August 07, 2008 ' 11:13 PM Y
A matter of life and death, I am required to blog this entry.
No la, im just kidding. Was doing a human race with time thus was not able to provide any updates.
To those whom have know that im in the midst of my job transition. I have finally taken the step out of my comfort zone to challenge myself in another new environment. It was a tough choice to leave a 6-year old job. The company went through much changes and I have gained considerable life experience here. One of the toughest challenge was to be on peace terms to someone (C) whom has hated me to the core. On top of that, all my close working colleagues left the company due to some internal issues thus left me and Pat alone to face this war alone. It took me one year to build up this relationship and im really glad that I had a good year after I brushed up my courage to be on peace terms with her (C). From total hatred to something close to erm… erm.. gee… not really friendship, but to at least peaceful working ties.
Many reasons attributed to my reason for leaving. However, main reason was that I wanted to do things out of the box. Try it when I have no commitments and with the limited youth I have, to go all the way out. Another factor is that I realized im a person whom needs a good mentor to guide me. Bosses play a big role in my working scope. Ask any of ex colleagues would agree with me there is a huge difference with the previous boss and current boss. I used to be so willing to slog and work hard for old boss but not when its with current boss. Totally no motivation.
Now that I am going to be under my new mentor, his name is Vincent and I am looking forward to be on his team. Yes, some people will say it is silly to switch lines now. However, there are people whom supported me too. I guess no one can judge unless I have tried it. I will never know if I can succeed, all I am doing now is grabbing hold of an opportunity that has been given to me. How much hard work I put in will be my rewards. Jia You jia you!
Secondly, NATAS fair *wink*. Going to……. *drum rollsssss* …..Taiwan…! Sigh, but its still so long away… in Dec!
It is a 8 Days Rhythm of Taiwan Tour. Thou I aint a tour person, it is my first trip and Ray suggested to go round the island this time and probably come back again for shopping at either Taipei or Kaohsiung to do Free & Easy…
8D Rhythm of Taiwan
Day 1 (Singapore – Taipei)
-Breeze Taipei Station
-National Taiwan Democracy Memorial Hall
-Taipei 101
-Shihlin Night Market
- some 4 star hotel accommodation
Day 2 (Taipei – Hualien)
-Chiufen (Filming site of “Sad City”)
-Scenic Train ride to Hualien
-5 star Resort, Promised Land Resort
Day 3 (Hualien – Taitung)
-Taroko Gorge
-East Rift Valley
-Hot Spring Jhihben Royal Hot Spring Resort
Day 4 (Taitung – Kaohsiung)
-Fo Kuang Shan Monastery
-Dream Mall (apparently the biggest shopping mall)
-Hello Kitty Ferris Wheel (-_-‘’)
-Visit Love River
-4 star Ambassador Hotel @ Dream Mall
Day 5 (Kaohsiung – Nantou – Taichung)
-Leisure Cruise on Sun Moon Lake
-Wenwu Temple
-Fengjia Night Market
Day 6 (Taiching – Miaoli – Hsinchu – Taipei)
-LeoFoo Village Theme Park
-Martyrs Shrine
-Wu Fen Pu Fashion Street (More shopping!)
Day 7 (Taipei)
-National Palace Museum
-Shihlin Presidential residence
-Tamshui (to eat Iron-eggs)
-Fisherman’s Wharf
-Lover Bridge (Meteor Garden filming site)
-Ximenting
Day 8 (Taipei – Singapore)
Welcome home
Tour package is by SA tours.
SQ Flights
All meals provided except for Shihlin N.M & Leofoo
Accommodation pretty good. Advice from the tour guide, go for at least 4 star hotel in TWN.
Total damage: SGD1659.00 nett/pax(excluding shopping expense)
Total actual damage: SGD900 (excluding shopping expense), *shy*. Thank you “Ray’s Company”….
Shopping.. here I come……!!
Found this comic strip very cute.... TGIF!
