Life is indeed a roller coaster but the difference with my roller coaster is that its always down. I can say that life is unfair but that’s the way life is.

Recap on the recent happenings, I should be cursing and swearing with all my might but instead somehow I managed to still joke and smile. Although yes, all the things lost were indeed painful but dunno ley, somehow, I still managed to survive.

Lost
-a sudden drop in my bank account
-17,000 miles from UA
-Four studded Cross Diamond Necklace
-Chance of making SGD30k extra
Last to add to the list
-2k additional for payment of taxes
And….. I may be facing some serious law issues….

When all these happen, I can jolly well whine and feel as if the whole world is treating me bad. I may even think of the unthinkable things that I can do to myself in order not to bear the monetary loss pain. But is it worth it?

I cant deny it was definitely a heavy stone I have to carry, I even thought of getting back in contact to those pple who owes me $$ and demand for payment. But think again, whats the use? If they know they had borrowed money, they will naturally return the money to u if they are your real friends. To choose to “lose contact” with me and then in turn for me not to get back at them, I wash my hands……

Believe it or not, this entry doesn’t sound as depressing as it is. In fact, im writing this entry in an optimistic manner. The heavy stone is still there but im thankful that I have gained more than what I have lost…

Gain
-My mom’s still with me
-Better and stronger sibling ties

I think just the 2 points above made me realized that I’ve got more than wad’s lost. I realized how much my two brothers have grown up and im so proud of them.

Here I declare, George & Bryan Low, Im truly proud of you both!

Now you see, im trying to prove a point that whether to live on with life or completely destroy yourself its in our hands. We steer our lives the way we want it to be. In fact, I feel that this should be a lesson learnt for me. It just teaches me not to be so kind to all people. Some just ask for help when needed but when you are in need, they run away.

This is the fugly side of life, Live it…

Susan Low a.k.a Suz
25th October 1982
Not very Tall
Prone to be wacky

RAY OH ENG ANN
to learn diving
to get my Degree
to learn Golf
to learn Wakeboarding
to own a pet
to have Ray as Diving Buddy
to visit Koh Tao with Ray
to visit Koh Samui with Ray
to visit Hong Kong with Ray
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to get married
to build a Home with Ray
to have 2 kids
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