.Friday, September 28, 2007 ' 4:18 PM Y
September is ending and October is approaching. It is amazing the months are zipping past like in 2 weeks. Usually at such points in time, I would do self reflections on what has happened over the year. October.. October.. What a beautiful month! OK who am I kidding? It is going to be a tough month however, I will survive!
Today, I made up my mind to change my negative perspective on my job and start thinking positive. No matter how unmotivated I am, I will still persist on. I am going to prove my worth, increase my value to the company. Despite all the wounds and scars I have on my back, I am going to just ignore it and give it my best shot. I am going to carry the burden of another colleague who is leaving the company. However, the company has no intentions to hire another becuz got Susan mah. Susan can do it! So on top of my usual job stuffs, I will be handling job scope which requires another person to do it. For long term! The initial “training” for my career progress is back to square one. Im doing things which I used to do before. I am the only one who has been in All depts. (except PCB dept). Accounts, Semiconductor, Components, Admin, Assest Management. Am I versatile or wad? Or probably im getting fat and looks like a ball that can be kicked around easily. Im so surprised at my tolerance level that I allowed myself to be kicked around.
Y would I say that October will be a tough month because I will be handling “Big Watermelon’s” clients. Poor Suz’s ears, hope that you will be able to survive the excruciating noise at a high decibel. I told myself that I will be on tip top condition to serve the customers. I will do it, just dun shout at me! I really pray that I will be able to juggle all the stuffs that im handling. Pls Lord, Grant me the power not to be careless.
Read Candice’s blog and im so touched that I was mentioned in her blog that I made her ponder on stuffs. Haha, means I got ability to make people even more confused. Hurhur. Just joking. Nevertheless, I really pray & hope that her bliss would continue in wherever she goes. Sometimes, when close friends confide in me, I feel so bad that I wished I could do more to ease their hearts but all I can provide is a listening ear. One of the most heart warming feedback I got was from this girl, I will call her Landy (becuz I think they both got the same eyes and I want to keep her anonymous). I got to know Landy though her boyfriend, her bf would confide in me in regards to problems in their rship. After a few years when I met up with Landy, she told me that her bf always remembered wad I told him and that there was this one particular sentence which he would never forget. I was so shocked when she told me that. I never knew that anyone would remember my words. However, I am thankful that my advices were taken positively and wishing that things will turn for the better…
