.Thursday, February 01, 2007 ' 2:15 PM Y
Nel gave me one description. im like a little girl whom is being bullied by big bullies out there.
Actually I hate myself for being such a weakling. Y cant I stand up for myself and fight for my own rights? Emotions always wins the race thus leaving my arguments skills behind.
Can someone teach me how to be stronger? Is there anyone who will stand up for me and shelter me from such nasty bad people? I know by hiding under another person's wing will make me equally as weak but then im a girl mah... wad can you expect.
Oh well, life still goes on... I was telling this friend of mine that wadeva unhappiness you have, let it all out. Give yourself time to cry and do wadeva you want. Besides, crying is supposed to make you healthy. However, never bring tears along with you when a new day comes. Thatz my philosophy.
Finally, im able to take a little time off from my work to blog this entry. I have not been able to blog during work due to the increased work load and more to come. I can only pray that I am strong enough to get through this period, at least till Mar when my exam ends.
I just wished I could fly.....
