.Thursday, November 23, 2006 ' 4:13 PM Y
Another paper buang! BUANG BIG TIME! Think im a natural born buanger. *Roll my eyes*
At times like this, I wish I can whine to someone.... not juz anyone but that special someone. Where are u... dun play hide and seek le wor... kekekke... ok la. I can complain to Mr Blog in the meantime too. Thou I dun get replies from Mr Blog at least he lends me a space for me to shout out!
Not really in the best exam condition thou... Been thru some incidents which kinda affected me. However, I want to shout out that i am proud of myself that i aint someone who hangs pple upside down! I rather truth hurts now rather than later. If you think its easy for me, pls think again, it is definitely NOT! At some points in time, one has to make decisions, be it fair or unfair. I could have kept mum to myself but it would be considered damn selfish. So i cleared the air. Am I wrong? Did I do anything wrong? Pls call me MISS UNDERSTOOD!
I have to resign to fate that no one is able to comprehend whatz brewing inside me. I hate feelings! I hate it I hate it I hate it! How I wish at times I dun get defeated by my own feelings cuz its the aftermath that I have to deal with. Alone once again. I hate it when I dunno what I want! I hate it worst when I know what I want but no matter how hard I try, it runs further from me. oh my soft shell crab handroll, pls dun run away from me.... my soft shell crab handroll... my lunch.... sobzz... ahahhaha... sorry I need to add a little humour to this. Too much tears..too much sadness... too much too much.... Y did the chef put wasabi in my soft shell crab handroll? Doesnt he knows I hate wasabi? Now i have teary eyes and runny nose. Sniff Sniff....
Haha okok. Back to reality. I wanted to blog this down last nite but I was afraid that I will regret my decision instantenously. So I decided to write this today. Thou I saw the CHanges that were done, i will not allow it to pull me down. I have escaped from the dark forest previously and no way I will allow myself to walk into another dark forest without a security light and my light bearer.
Going to meet Meimei for swimming later. The weather is going against me lor. Finally I decided to go swimming directly after my paper and Yes, u guessed it, it poured Apes and Monkeys! Tot of getting a tan but looks like I have to settle for Moon Tan instead...
