.Tuesday, October 17, 2006 ' 4:43 PM Y
Finally I got a piece of good news which I have been waited for months!! My results were finally released yesterday and I cleared all with grades that I could not ask for more. When Ferline read my grades to me, I was totally in a shock! I froze in space for a moment not believing that I cleared.
It took me about 5 minutes to realize what had happened. Suddenly, tears started to form at the edge of my eyes. I was overjoyed. My efforts and sacrifices paid off. I had survived one of my life-s darkest hours. I can still remember that I was scolding myself in the mirror telling myself to buck up and not be sad, putting other things aside except to focus on my studies. I took a whole lot to concentrate and force myself to study at the National Library from morning till night. I could not study at home because if I did that, my nonsense will start again. I remember that once I broke down because the stress was just getting up my nerves. However, I was not going to give up on my studies for someone who did not support me, someone who could not give me the support I needed when I needed it the most. All I got was juz me, myself and I. At those times, all I wanted was a hug telling me to keep going. Be strong! Most importantly, this has given me hope for me to strive even better for myself. Prove that I did not make the wrong decision.
I made it through the first stage of my crucial year and there are more to come. There are tougher challenges yet to come. The F.T IS correct, she says that I should do fine if I am not attached during my period of studying. OK, you may think its some baloney that im sprouting but its true! When I was attached, i failed one of my double credit paper, in the end, I had to drop it. Now that Im not, I passed everything. I dunno whether it is an indication to me? Sometimes, I wished I did not believe in such things but who am I kidding. Im such a horoscope person! Nothing can stop me from believing such things. Even when I did a compatibility test on the horoscopes, the results were so accurate. Problems which I had encountered in the past were all written inside there. Of cuz, there are the good ones too. You may say tat the future lies in our hands, it is up to us to make things work. Yes true! But somehow horoscopes are like an invisible hand which makes us understand your partner better. I was reading the SHOULD and SHOULD NOT dos to a Scorpio and it really applies for me.
