.Tuesday, October 10, 2006 ' 2:36 PM Y
I’ve developed 2 ulcers in my mouth! One on my gum near my molar area and another below my tongue. The pain its making me not eating well as I cant chew my food properly. *suz in agony* feels like im having a swollen mouth.
Yesterday, KT called me out of the blue. We have not been contacting each other for almost a year already. The last I heard from him was recently when he helped me with an issue. After that, we never did contact again. I felt there wasn’t a need too either. However, he called asking if I had friends who are looking for perm admin jobs, probably his business is growing and he is getting a PA for himself. Anyway, I said I did not have any friends looking for a job now. Tot that was the only thing he wanted to ask, shortly when I was abt to hang up, he stopped me, stumbled a little and murmured, “if u dun mind, probably we could meet up for a meal or smtg.” I was taken aback but I tot it would be a good opportunity to return a favour to him. So I graciously replied, “yeah, y not.” Its an answer to get past and over with. Whether he really asks to go out that’s a different issue. *prays he dun ask* kekekke . Told Justina darlz abt it, she screamed and said, “CANNOT! CANNOT! CANNOT!” whawhhwa.. so farnie, but I know y also *wink*
Was talking to Jaime today and it sparked me thinking about how jealous a female Scorpio can get. Thinking back, I am guilty and often defeated by my jealousy. Yes I AM a JEALOUS person but I still try to hide as if it’s nothing at all. That is where I usually put the other party in a lost! I am those who will try to dig out every single info and in turn I use it against myself. Y am I so contradicting? Is it best for me not to know all truths? Scorpios are curious by nature, we want to KNOW IT ALL but once we KIA, we will get all upset, jealous and disappointed over the truth. Who do we have to blame but ourselves? Are we able to handle the truth when we know it?
I take my hat off to whoever can tame a female Scorpio and making her feel secured. I have an entry in my old secret blog abt “Reassurance” and how it can be achieved. DK did it and that’s also y he is getting married this month. *envies* . Just to summarise, never let a problem linger too long. When there is a problem, solve it first before proceeding to the next.
